I want to talk about a question I get from my clients all the time: “Where do our subconscious beliefs come from, and why do they feel so impossible to change?” If you’ve ever found yourself falling back into old patterns, or caught yourself thinking, “Why do I always react this way, even when I don’t want to?” or “Why do I keep doubting myself, even though I know I’m capable of more?” – this one’s for you.
Below is a breakdown of how and why this all plays out.
There’s a subconscious side that you don’t consciously see
Imagine your mind is like a giant blueprint – but it’s a blueprint you don’t fully realize is there. Despite you being unaware of it, you still follow the lines inside of it every single day.
Every line represents one of your core beliefs: beliefs about yourself, about other people, and about what’s possible for you in your life. Most of these lines were formed a very long time ago.
Every line was created through the accumulation of millions of little “moments” and experiences you went through over the course of your life, and all of these experiences made a very specific imprint on you.
You don’t consciously remember most of these moments, but your subconscious mind remembers every single one.
The Building Blocks Of Experience
To understand the deepest levels of how your beliefs were formed, we need to go back in time…
Think back to when you were five years old. At that age, your mind was like a sponge, soaking up everything that took place around you. Back then, you were learning what was safe, what was dangerous, what got you love, and what got you into trouble.
Around this age, you might have heard someone say to you something like, “Don’t talk back,” or “You’re so smart!” or “Why can’t you be more like your sister?”
Or you might have heard your parents stress about money, or maybe you got picked last in gym class, or you were praised for being quiet and helpful to others.
Each of these “moments” became like a tiny drop of ink on your blueprint. Over time, those drops started to connect, forming lines, and those lines ended up becoming the beliefs you now hold about who you are and how the world works.
Your subconscious mind is always there, listening in the background, even when you’re not actively paying attention. It’s constantly collecting evidence and drawing conclusions based on what’s happening in your reality. It ties what happens in your outer world to the way those things make you feel in your inner world, and those associations help you understand how to navigate similar situations in the future.
It makes up your internal “guidance system”, which is all subconscious. This is the foundation that makes up how we all interact with the world.
Why it’s so hard to change these beliefs (safety first)
Your subconscious mind’s #1 priority is to keep you safe, so if there’s a thought or belief you’ve had since you were little that it thinks has been keeping you safe up until this point (even if it was only helpful at an earlier stage in your life), it’ll continue to assume that holding onto that belief is necessary, making your subconscious very reluctant to let that belief go, even when you consciously know you’d be better off without it.
For example, if you learned as a kid that “It’s safer not to speak up,” your subconscious mind will do everything it can to continue to keep you quiet – even if, as an adult, you want to be more outspoken.
A little further: everyday patterns from outdated beliefs
Here are a couple more examples of how outdated beliefs can keep you in outdated patterns that aren’t serving you anymore.
Say, as a kid, you were praised for being the “responsible one” or always getting things right.
Now, as an adult, you feel intense pressure to be “perfect” in everything you do, which causes you to always second-guess yourself or avoid new challenges because you’re scared you might make a mistake and not be seen as perfect anymore.
Or maybe when you were little, you were constantly told, “Don’t make a scene.” So now, as an adult, you find it hard to speak up in front of groups of people, or you’re afraid to share your ideas at work, even though you know you have valuable things to say.
I personally had both of these patterns within myself (needing to be “perfect” at everything I did, and feeling afraid to speak up in front of people), and it took me a LOT of introspection to find and remove the internal beliefs that were holding them in place.
What you can do when beliefs feel deep (first steps)
Releasing old beliefs does take work, but doing it is very simple when you know how. The first step is just to notice what’s taking place inside and outside of you in the moment that the unwanted pattern happens:
A quick self‑inquiry checklist (save this)
Pay attention to the repetitive patterns that show up in your daily life, and when you notice one playing out, ask yourself:
- Where did I first learn to be like this?
- Whose voice is it that I keep repeating inside my head?
- How would I act right now if I could act the way I want to? What emotion is stopping me?
Be mindful of everything that’s automatically taking place inside of you (your emotions, your inner voice, the images and movies playing out in your mind’s eye). Anything that’s taking place without you consciously choosing for them to happen.
Automatic = subconscious
When you notice what’s automatic, you start to become conscious of what’s normally “unconscious” inside of you, and that’s the first step toward injecting your conscious intention into what’s normally outside of your conscious control.
The most important thing to remember is that, no matter how much your past might currently be shaping your present, when you finally see how your “invisible blueprint” works and you start to understand it, you can actively take steps to rewrite those lines, so that they no longer control your future without your active permission.
Start to pay attention, and the rest will come 🙂
Nikki