If you care too much what other people think, you already know how exhausting it can be.
It can influence what you say, what you go after in life, what you let yourself want, and how fully you let yourself move toward the things that matter most to you. Eventually, it can even get to the point where you worry so much about what other people think that you start living your entire life based on that, instead of what you actually want.
In a nutshell, “caring too much” really just means that there’s a part of you that’s putting the judgment of others above how you truly want to live.
If this sounds like you, you’ve probably tried many times to stop yourself from caring, but you’ve also found that actually stopping isn’t that easy, even when you really want to.
The truth is, there are some very specific reasons why caring so much is so deeply ingrained within you, and why you can’t seem to stop. Once you see the deeper logic behind what’s going on, though, things start to make a whole lot more sense, and the pattern can gradually start to lose its grip on you.
Why you care so much
The reason you act this way isn’t random. Whenever we keep doing something we don’t want to do, and it happens automatically inside of us, it’s because somewhere in our past, our subconscious mind learned that acting that way would either get us something beneficial or help us avoid something detrimental.
Here’s an example: earlier in life, maybe you learned that if you didn’t manage how you were seen, there could be social consequences. People might judge you, criticize you, exclude you, or get upset with you. Or maybe you grew up around someone who taught you that being seen the “right” way mattered, because it meant you’d get approval, respect, status, or better treatment from others.
So the subconscious part of you learned to pay close attention to how other people saw you, otherwise something in your life could get worse, or you might miss out on something beneficial.
And over time, this gets reinforced by repetition and turns into an automatic behaviour you don’t need to consciously think about. It just happens naturally.
Essentially, your “system” learned that other people’s opinions aren’t something to take lightly. They’re something it needs to pay very close attention to.
Specificity = clarity
Now that you know why the pattern is there, a step further is to understand what’s causing it to have so much power over you. To do this, you need to start getting specific. Just saying, “I care too much what people think,” will keep what you’re doing in the realm of the unconscious. And when something’s unconscious, it’s much harder to get past.
So, what you need to do is start making the unconscious conscious.
Take some time to narrow down exactly what makes up this pattern inside of you. Ask yourself questions like:
Whose opinions do I actually care about? In what situations? Is there a particular context where it happens most frequently?
Do I care what everyone thinks, or is it just certain people? Is it the opposite sex? People I look up to? People in my family? My peers? Or random people I’ve never met?
And when I say I “care” what they think, what exactly is it that I care about? Is it that they see me as smart? Capable? Good? Normal? Successful? Attractive? Put together? Important? Not “weird”? Not lazy? Not “too much”?
The more specific you can get, the more the nuances of the pattern will show themselves, and you’ll start to notice the “bounds” that exist around your fear of judgment. You’ll notice that it’s tied to specific people, specific situations, and specific “ways” of being seen.
What does it all mean to you?
Once you’re clear on the above, the next question to ask yourself is: When they see me the way I want them to, what benefit do I get from it? Do I get approval? Respect? Better treatment? More safety? More significance?
Whatever your answers are, those are the reasons your subconscious mind is running this pattern. It’s doing it because, at some level, it believes that acting this way is benefiting you.
Once you know that, you can go deeper still, ask: What do I think will happen if these people don’t see me this way? How do I think I’ll look to them? What do I think I could lose? What would it mean about me as a person? Would it mean I’m not important? That I don’t matter? That I’m less worthy? That I’ll be looked down on? That I’ll lose my “place” somehow?
There’s usually a deep vulnerability that the subconscious mind is avoiding.
What’s it costing you?
Now that you understand why the pattern’s there, it’s important to also understand the flip side of that: the cost. This part matters because it helps bring to light the “trade” you’ve been making; your subconscious mind sees the benefit, but it doesn’t always see the cost.
Ask yourself: What has it been costing me to keep living this way?
What parts of myself does it force me to hold back? What choices am I making in order to keep getting that approval, respect, safety, or better treatment? What do I keep giving up in exchange for it?
And if you stopped imposing these limits on yourself, what would change? What would open up for you? What would you be able to do that you otherwise couldn’t? Who would you get to be? What kind of life would you have a chance to start moving toward instead?
Pay attention, the moment the pattern takes over
Up until now, we’ve been looking at the bigger picture of why this pattern exists and what it’s really doing in your life. But now I want to slow things down and look at the exact moment it starts to take over, because the more clearly you can see that moment, the easier it’ll be to stop automatically going along with it.
Think back to a time when you felt yourself wanting one thing, but then suddenly someone else’s wants or expectations came into the picture. If you pay close enough attention to that exact moment, you’ll see that there’s a very specific point where this whole pattern kicks in. It’s a kind of “inner crossroads” you come to, where you become aware of what the other person wants from you, and at the same time, you’re also aware of what you really want instead.
In that moment, you’ll notice you have a choice to make: You can either continue in the direction that feels true to you and what you know you want, or you let the fear take over and start moving you in the direction that feels safer because it keeps the other person comfortable.
Most of the time, this happens so quickly and automatically that you don’t stop for long enough to notice what’s happening. You just feel the discomfort of not giving the other person what they want, and feel the fear of not going along with it, and before you know it, you’ve already gone along with what they want, instead of staying true to yourself.
You don’t let the “friction” be felt. You don’t let any contention happen. You don’t stay with what you wanted for long enough to see what would actually happen if you chose it. You just bow down to the fear and move in the direction that feels safer.
That’s the moment to start paying attention to the next time the pattern happens.
The next time it happens, don’t rush past that moment.
Pay attention to the “split” that takes place inside of yourself. Notice what you actually want, notice what the other person wants, and notice the fear that rises up when those two things don’t match.
That fear is usually what’s been deciding for you.
So instead of automatically following it, stay with it. Feel the discomfort of that moment. Feel the vulnerability of not immediately going the “safe” way. Let yourself see that this is the exact place you normally concede.
Because the more conscious you become of this moment, the more choice you’ll realize you have. Even just a slight “check in” with yourself starts to break the pattern. You’ll consciously realize that every time this happens, you’re the one making the decision of whether to act or not, and you’ll start to notice what’s been stopping you.
The more often you do this, the more permission you’re giving yourself to stop blindly following the fear. And the less power the fear will continue to have over you.
How this changed my life
I’ve had this same pattern show up in my own life too. At first, I didn’t fully understand why it was there. But once I started looking inward and paying close attention to what was happening in that moment, everything started to change. I realized that I was the one in control, and that it was my own decisions about how to deal with my fear that were keeping me small.
After getting present with the pattern, I started to see the deeper logic behind it, and that gave me the ability to choose.
From that point onward, everything started to shift.
I saw that what was controlling me wasn’t other people’s judgment itself, it was the fear that kept getting triggered inside of me. And when I realized that, I stopped vaguely feeling like I was being controlled by others, and started focusing my attention on what I could actually change: my relationship to my feelings of fear.
Over time, using certain tools, I was able to process out my fear, and that turned me into a completely different kind of person. One who does what they know is right, because they know it’s right, instead of blindly following others even when they know it’s wrong.
The same can be true for you.
If this article helped you see your pattern more clearly, I’m excited for where you’ll go from here. Because the more clearly you see your patterns, the more power you have to be who you want to be in life.
If you want help going deeper into this work and releasing what’s been keeping these patterns in place inside of you, apply for coaching, and I’ll help you map out what you need to do to get unstuck.
Until next time.
Nikki
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Frequently Asked Questions:
Why do I care so much what people think?
You usually care this much because at some point in your past, your subconscious mind learned that other people’s opinions had consequences. Being seen the “wrong” way may have led to judgment, criticism, exclusion, or conflict, while being seen the “right” way may have brought approval, respect, safety, or better treatment. Over time, that taught part of you to pay close attention to how you were being seen.
How do I stop caring so much what people think?
The first step isn’t about trying to force yourself to stop caring. It’s about becoming aware of what’s actually happening inside of you when this pattern gets triggered. Once you can see the moment where fear takes over and starts steering your choices, you can begin to interrupt it instead of automatically following it. That’s where real change starts.
Is caring what people think a sign of low self-esteem?
Not always. Sometimes it can be connected to self-worth, but often it’s more about a subconscious survival pattern. If part of you learned that being judged, rejected, or seen negatively could cost you something important, then caring what people think can become an automatic way of trying to stay safe, accepted, or in control of how you’re treated.